I mentioned that I made a mistake at work a couple of weeks ago. It was a silly mistake, and I am still not over it.
This mistake has left me ... doubtful.
Maybe I'm not cut-out for the business world. Maybe I am not as awesome as I like to believe. Maybe all the faith my company has in me is totally misplaced.
I can't help but think that the other shoe is going to drop. That I will be exposed as a fraud and that everyone around me is going to end up disappointed in me. That everyone will see my confident bravado is just that, bravado.
I know it's totally obsessive of me, but I can't help it. I am still unable to shake the doubt and it's definitely getting to me.
Just thought I would share.